There is too much pressure to take
I know I should not say this to you
And I know it makes you depressed
but I am so stressed I want to cry.
I feel like my head is about to explode, and body
Its about pride
I am so ignorant and I have too much pride within myself
I thought i could be intelligent and special
Wants to be special so bad
But I am not
I am disappointed
I will never be close to what I want to be
我太自负

Power gives greed and grief
once i gain it
I never want to lose it
HA i will be dictator