Dear leilei,
Did you know, every morning when I wake up, the first thing I have to do was just thinking of you. Did you know , every night when I go to bed, I just go to my dreams only by immerse myself in missing you.
When I sit by my window, there are always so many words I want to pour out to you. But I know I have too little time to do this. I have to control my feeling even if you’re sitting beside me only few steps away in classroom every night. Furthermore, like this letter, although I’m reluctant to express my emotion by this way, but I have no time and no choice to select.
I know you’re a shy girl, you need time to adapt yourself to accept me and our affection thoroughly. But, for my part, I was always anxious to obtain a interactive, affirmatory and steady love which full of passion as soon as possible. So I, maybe neglect you feeling, always thirst for walking arm in arm with you, even have an extravagant hopes of a hot hug, even an intimate kiss. Maybe this is just the difference between boys and girls in the face of love.
Again, all of my anxious are not due to afraid that you’ll change of your heart to someone else, at least, it seems that there is no rival against me now, but due to worry that I fail to bring happiness to you at this special period which I must make determined and patient efforts to accomplish my dreams. Thus, maybe, as the time elapse , I’m afraid that I’ll be a person seems like impassive and upset, fractious and frail. I hope you could show your understanding and sympathy for it.
I have a dream that one day we could stay together without thinking of any annoyance, just stay together whole days calmly and tenderly, watching some movies or listening some music as much as we like.
My purpose of such words is just let you know How much I love you, how much happiness I want to share with you!
I believe that the prospects for cure, though still distant, are brighter!
