Everyone is talking about LOVE. I wouldn't mind at all if it is about friendship and family. 'Cause I haven't any of those kind of people in many years now. I admire those people who cares more about what are right in front of them instead of those imaginary and intangible love which teenagers nowadays dream about.
I would assume that this is the reason I have spent the last 5 years in love with ACG. ACG are truly fictitious----I guess this is an ironic way of saying it. But it keeps oneself awake and realize the difference between imaginary and the real world.
But I am just making my point. I'll continue the story.
LOVE. What I am talking about here is those romantic love you get when Valentine's Day comes in your way. Watch out, because you will be shocked at how many couples aren't even teenagers yet. In my school, there is one boy that mentions his girlfriend in front of the teacher. I would not try to imagine what will be the end story of that boy if he is in China (LOL). But anyway, I do found it surprising, since the teacher see this as normal.
Maybe it's because this is US, is New York. It suppose to be a outstanding country.
Nonetheless, I can't help to imagine if there is someone I love or love me. It's just a so-called shojou-heart(I'm not so sure about the spelling, but it is a japanese word, just so you know),I suppose. But I would rather wanna find someone who I can talk to than having a person loves me. Love doesn't mean he/she can really understandyou. You would still be a present tense loner.
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When I say "someone who I can talk to," it doesn't mean random talking, like what I am doing just now. A person who truly understand you, I shall correct myself, whom you can trust, whom you can talk about those things you can't tell your parents and your ordinary friends. A person who knows what is really my sad face, knows that whenI am stubborn is when I really want to apologize----someone like that would be hard to find, as hard as find someone who will be with you for the rest of your life.
This person would not be a friend, because friends say goodbye.
This person would not be your girl/boyfriend, since girl/boyfriends change as quick as rocket nowadays.
This person can never be your family members, because there are things you can say and cannot say to your parents----there really is. It is not because you really want to hide something from them, it's just that it would not be right. There is a feel. You'll feel it when you know it.
This person cannot be the same age as you. You will only find him/her stupid becauseyou always think that you are different from those people of your age. You might noteven notice you're thinking this, but deep inside of you, you know you do. That is why you feel sympathetic towards the same age people and be friendly with them, but never can you find your "this person" out of them. Just saying, there is always some exceptions, but...... not really.
I wonder where is my "this person."
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我只是把脑子里想到的都写出来了而已（简称牢骚），谁说要逆天了~
最近周围的人都跟咱谈情感，我感情经历还没他们深刻，哪里来的头绪怎马谈

一次，算是谈了一次教训。不然哪里来的现在的我啊要是没改正，咱估计真的成90后非主流了；想在纽约保持正常青年那是件很难的事

哈哈哈哈哈
这个“纽约的小男孩”指的是啥？
中文乃是第一语言的“纽约的小男孩”基本上都是，特别是ESL的
英文乃是第一语言的“纽约的小男孩”基本上都不是
还有这个灰猪流的定义，咱刚刚去搜了下百度，发现跟咱理解的不一样啊
最后是恋爱的定义..蜀黍啥是恋爱啊？【咱不装傻咱是真不知道这个词的定义到底是啥


...这么说来我连感情经历都没了。
那么只能说是咱谈过一次朋友....？于是往事就让它随风而去吧。【风你在哪里
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看不懂啊

I find I miss something really important when I was a young kid.