Don't think like this. There is a saying that "Existence is reasonable". You are one of a kind. Just try your best to be yourself, and that's enough.

even now there is still hope left.

目测楼主中二病发作

………………………………我痛恨自己看不懂，用翻译机略微明白了点……
笨蛋……要爱你自己，因为我爱你，大家爱你。

笨蛋不要否定自己，这样会走向不归路啊笨蛋，这些都是成长必须经历的，一下子承担不了不要紧，先慢下来，让你爱的人把你正回去

and that's enough.