have you ever thought of someone aroud you gone away one day?
gone here means,never back again.
i cry everytime when i think about that.
i thought i'm already a big girl,i thought i'm strong enough,i thought i will never fear to face die.
but i wrong completely.
fear full of my mind.
i'm nothing.
i won't dear to play games like russian roulette.
i won't watch videos like 2 girls 1 cup.
i won't put any knife on my veins or jump down of any buildings.
what eles,i don't have to do things like that.
but what if i have to?
yet let me think little about the death.
not even me myself have to die,just people aroud me.
family,friends,lover,or people i don't know at all.
i will absolutely cry,and being deep sad.
that's not helping!
i have to face that sort of things someday.
except crying loudly what should i do?
worthing to be thinking aroud my life.
will i find something eles as i'm getting older?
will my mind be stuffed with something eles?
some eles useful things.
<my sister's keeper>
