*第九封情书* I've become so numb I can't feel you there 我是如此麻木感觉不到你 I've become so tired so much more aware 我已经意识到自己如此疲倦 I've becoming this all I want to do 此刻所有我想要做的 Is be more like me and be less like you 是把你抛开找回真的自我 Can't you see that you're smothering me 难道你不知道你在窒息我吗 Holding too tightly afraid to lose control 紧紧拥抱唯恐失去 Cause everything that you thought I would be 因此你所预想的我的每一件事 Has fallen apart right in front of you 在你面前破灭