(when this began) 当这一切开始 i had nothing to say 我却无话可说 and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me 内心的空虚使我迷失了方向 (I was confused) 我感到迷茫 and i let it all out to find 在发泄出这些的感受之后 that i'm not the only person with these things in mind 我发现并不只有自己才有这种体会 (Inside of me) 在内心中 but all the vacancy the words revealed 除了用语言来表达空虚的感觉 is the only real thing that i've got left to feel 却是我唯一能感觉到的真实 (nothing to lose) 没什么可以失去 just stuck hollow and alone 就空虚孤独的困在这里 and the fault is my own.and the fault is my own 所有的错都是我的 i wanna heal. i wanna feel what i thought was never real 我要治愈伤口 ,我要真实感受 ,我的想法不真实 i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long 我想要释放一直以来的伤痛 (erase all the pain till it's gone]) 抹去所有的伤痕直到消失 i wanna heal. i wanna feel like i'm close to something real 我要治愈伤口 ,我要真实感受 ,好像有些接近真实了 i wanna find something i've wanted all along 我想要找到我一直想要的东西 somewhere i belong 我的归宿 and i've got nothing to say 我无话可说 i can't believe i didn't fall right down on my face 无法相信脸上没有失落的表情 (I was confused) 我感到迷茫 looking everywhere only to find 四处张望却只发现 that it's not the way i had imagined it all in my mind 现实和想像中的完全不一样 (so what am i) 我算是什么 what do i have but negativity 我还有什么,除了消极 'cause i can't justify the way everyone is looking at me 因为我不能证明别人如何看待我/ (nothing to lose) 我一无所有 nothing to gain. hollow and alone 也没有获得。空虚寂寞 and the fault is my own.and the fault is my own 都是我的错 i wanna heal. i wanna feel what i thought was never real 我要治愈伤口 ,我要真实感受 ,我的想法不真实 i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long 但是我想去除内心困扰已久的痛苦 (erase all the pain till it's gone]) 抹去所有的伤痕直到消失 i wanna heal. i wanna feel like i'm close to something real 我要治愈伤口 ,我要真实感受 ,好像有些接近真实了 i wanna find something i've wanted all along 我想找到某种东西 是我一直想要的 somewhere i belong 我的归属在何处 i will never know myself untill i do this on my own 我永远无法了解自己 除非我按照自己的意愿做 and will never feel anything else untill my wounds are healed 也永远不能感知任何东西除非我的伤痛痊愈 i will never be anything till i break away from me 我什么也不是 除非我能够摆脱原来的我 i will break away . i'll find myself today. 我将要分离。我今天要找到自我。我要摆脱 就在今天 找回我自己 i wanna heal. i wanna feel what i thought was never real 我要治愈伤口 ,我要真实感受 ,我的想法不真实 i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long 但是我想去除内心困扰已久的痛苦 (erase all the pain till it's gone]) 抹去所有的伤痕直到消失 i wanna heal. i wanna feel like i'm close to something real 我要治愈伤口 ,我要真实感受 ,好像有些接近真实了 i wanna find something i've wanted all along 我想要找到我一直想要的东西 i wanna heal , i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong i wanna heal , i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong somewhere i belong