Berger and Visconti
His first meeting with Visconti was fate: Berger had to learn about history and architecture, too, so he wanted to visit Assisi with a friend. But this friend wanted to go to Volterra, near Florence. They sat down in a pizzeria. It was fate that Visconti filmed there on this very day! Berger was curious about the shooting. He forgot everything around him and watched for hours. In his dreams he was already taking part. It was getting late and a bit cold, but Berger was only wearing a shirt. Visonti must have seen him, so he ordered one of his assitants to bring the young man a scarf. Then Visconti came to him and asked him - speaking German perfectly - what lead him to this place. Berger told him about his studies and Visconti invited him for lunch the next day.


　　When they had lunch, Visconti would not leave Berger for one second, but the young men was afraid of his feelings. (Visconti was not his first man, but, it seems, the first for whom Berger had a loving feeling.) He fled - but not without leaving his adresses in Perugia and Salzburg. Would Berger have visited Assisi, they would never have met!
Berger wanted a real relationship. He wanted to live in Paris. And - he wanted luxury. They lived together in Paris. Visconti was a bit conservative, he did not want people to know he was gay - even the people working for him (he had several maids, a cook, etc.). So they had seperate bedrooms, but Berger would come to Visconti's room at night... But Visconti also told him to leave afterwards and sleep in his own bed. His behaviour shows that he belonged to a different generation. Berger needed young people around him. So often at night he left the house in secret. And his night flights became wilder and wilder. Visconti prefered to read and hear classical music between his films or wrote scripts.


有一段弄死发不上来= =

　Berger confesses that he played a game first, but very soon he really fell in love with Visconti. Visconti was not only a lover, a friend and а fаther to Berger, he also was his teacher. He told him to learn English well, he taught him about art, literature, etc. Later Visonti would even change a few things about his castle "La Columbaia" on Ischia. Berger says that Visconti was better than any real architect.
Visconti also introduced him to knew people. Were it musicians and models first (in London), was Berger now introduced to international artists - conductor Leonard Bernstein, opera singer Maria Callas, ballet dancer Rudolf Nurejew - Berger had an affair with him, Nurejew was sexually hyper-active, but Berger disliked the Russian's passion for garlic and vodka. Nurejew wanted to live with Berger but he could not give him the safety of Visconti. For a short time, Nurejew was his lover, Visconti was his husband and his father.
From: Helmut Berger, Ich: die autobiographie

　Berger confesses that he played a game first, but very soon he really fell in love with Visconti.
私以为这一句很萌。

请问楼主有英语版的么