今晚买了5小袋雀巢咖啡回来，虽然麦斯威尔的咖啡还有很多，但是真心不怎么喜欢啊。。。
在学校只能喝速溶咖啡注定是悲剧~
OK今晚开始熬夜，虽然可能有点难，我还是试着冲刺全部95+吧。。。
谁来拯救我的物理啊-_-||
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到头来算的那一卦。
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旁边的妹子在开着扬声器打电话，好苦恼QAQ

室友爸爸打电话来说要跟她妈妈离婚，然后她就哭傻了，我们安慰她，她不哭了之后也就不要我们靠近了。
不知道怎么回事突然想起以前的自己，似乎处在永无止境的纷争，性格孤僻，抑郁症，轻度人格分裂。
所幸我逃出来了，我现在安全了。
然后我极为淡漠地跟她说:“你要是真不想他们离婚也简单，打电话回去威胁你爸爸就行。”
譬如说:这样子的生活，我还不如去死好了。

即便现在我长大了，再要我回到那样的日子，我还是会怕得瑟瑟发抖。
就算是我，也会在那段时间寝食难安，那是我第一次知道原来吃饭对一个人都会是煎熬。几乎餐餐都是，刚吃了两口饭就开始反胃想吐。睡觉也是，每夜都被不同的噩梦吓醒，不自觉被吓哭，从来就没有熟睡的夜晚，只要有一点点声响都会惊醒。
人生中所有的多疑和不安自那时形成，再难从心中磨灭。直到现在，哪怕周遭什么事物让我触及那段回忆的小小片段，也足以让我再次体会撕心裂肺的崩溃感。

我隐藏起来的，永远比你们了解得要多。
明媚的，阴暗的。快乐的，苦痛的。
当年那个眼神清澈的小女孩终于被宿命的刀一刀刀刻成了现在的模样。16岁？其实很可笑不是吗？我自己很清楚，不管相貌多么像是16岁的，可终究眼神不一样了。落慢人世灰尘的眼睛，要如何清澈明亮？

也好，练成了如今这般绝情的心性。只要被我放弃的，就永远不会重来，不会再次痛苦。

韶华不作二八留，自此。

哥哥我要去风风火火闯九州~~~

我一定会拿下今年原定的三个比赛的，一定。
我会足够强大的，强大到再也没有任何环境能给我噩梦!

18 years, faced all of our fears
We took on the world together, I caught all of your tears
You told me back then that our love would never end
You li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ied
Hold me like you did before
Console me like we never went to war
You throwed me and my heart into the floor
I di-i-i-i-i-i-i-ied
(Now you're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
Look at how you've turned, yeah, you watched me burn
Just through me in the fire and you weren't concerned
You told me it was love, I would always be enough
You li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ied
Maybe one day you'll come around
But baby, I'll be nowhere to be found
Betrayed me, but baby in my eyes
You've di-i-i-i-i-i-ied
Dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(Now you're)
(Dead to me, dead to me, dead to me)
Dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
(You're) dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me, you're dead to me
You're dead to me

生活总是让我们遍体鳞伤，但到后来，那些受伤的地方一定会变成我们最强壮的地方。

好想出去长跑。。。我一定是疯了。。

给少鹏发短信问他睡了没，他说还没。
于是又问他怎么还没睡，本来以为他会回答在看书啊什么的，然后我就表扬一番，果然是中科大的高等生啊什么什么的。
可是他告诉我，他刚刚在脱衣服，正准备睡了。。。
顿时觉得白高估他了=。=
艾玛你从初中起就失眠，难不成滚进牛人聚集地一年多后反而治好了你的失眠？？？