i don't know what caused this either , i also hope everything will be back to normal, but i just can't , i just can't do as before,i just can't be happy like nothing happened or nothing changed. and this is also why i chose to leave you, i wanna be alone and figure out these mess,i had tried my best,but it did't work.
just as you said above, we should leave away from things or people that is consuming us, so i think i still need time to walk out these mess .i don't how long it will be before it, maybe it will never be passed, maybe tomorrow everything is fine, anyhow, please remember i love all of you three guys, and vermouth will never make herself living uncomfortably or unhappyly, so please believe in her!