I broke with PI. When I saw his last mail, I felt that again a little part of me is dead. I met him in desperation, and somehow he saved me. But we got disconnected soon because of a girl named Cecilia. Everything just gasped till I saw you again.

Things always go well at the beginning. Soon you will get bored and lose the passion you may have at a minute. I am not worrying. That is just how things end.

Sometimes I think maybe I just deserve it. The soul is so weak and humble. She hides in front of beauty, strength and tempted by craziness. I am a china with flaws, a broken rose. 残花败柳。

But I do enjoy and appreciate the moments with you.