自己顶顶

我也有些疑惑。也许在乔丹眼里，让她失望的都是不老实正直的人吧。我不知道是否与盖茨比事件有关系。
原文这样说的：
‘I’m thirty,’ I said. ‘I’m five years too old to lie to myself and call it
honor.’
这个it是指对自己撒谎觉得自己正直诚实而且暗以为荣吧。。。
求大神，原文如下：
‘Nevertheless you did throw me over,’ said Jordan suddenly.‘You threw me over on the telephone. I don’t give adamn about you now but it was a new experience for meand I felt a little dizzy for a while.’
We shook hands.
‘Oh, and do you remember—’ she added, ‘——a conversationwe had once about driving a car?’
‘Why—not exactly.’
‘You said a bad driver was only safe until she met another bad driver? Well, I
met another bad driver, didn’t I ? I mean it was careless of me to make such a
wrong guess. I thought you were rather an honest, straightforward person. I
thought it was your secret pride.’
‘I’m thirty,’ I said. ‘I’m five years too old to lie to myself and call it
honor.’
She didn’t answer. Angry, and half in love with her, andtremendously sorry, I turned away.

乔丹觉得尼克欺骗了她的感情。

ls正解

其实感情的事谈不上欺骗不欺骗，尼克就是后来无法爱贝克了，这让贝克伤心，说他不正直，最后见面文中写道“不管怎样，还是你甩掉我的，”乔丹忽然说。被甩自然是受害者，有权指责。有些感情总会有个结尾，本来要在一起的，突然不爱了，自然显得不正直。

乔丹就是个投机主义者，任何事都不想吃亏——即便嘴上也不吃亏。
假设nick死心塌地追求她，她也不一定会给nick肯定的答复；既然nick没有了逗留此地追求她的意愿，乔丹索性叨叨叨把责任推卸干净。