E真不懂S,当初S说这句话的时候再看最后才是最虐的
It hurt's me. Knowing what I've done and that pain, that pain is with me all the time. Everyday I think that if I just gave myself over to the blood, I can make that pain stop. It would be that easy and everyday I fight that. I'm so terrified that one day I'm not gonna want to fight that anymore. The next time I hurt somebody, it could be you."