1. feel the ultimate joy towards the resolve of pillar being shattered within you again and again and again
2. not a joy to come closer but so-called a sacred insanity has finally appeared
3. getting a bit blurry brush up your cartel and devote it to something
4. not to leave everything to the light outside of you but to be aware of the prayer “what do i want to do?” that exists inside of you, and let that go out of you as a light, or things might get worse, no?
