在北京也呆了有一个月了，简历七七八八的也投了不少，面试三三两两也参加了几个，然而还是窝在老姐的房间里头不知道什么时候才能找到合适的。
觉得自己逊透了，偶尔还冒出了干脆滚回家啃老算了这样的念头。
满嘴跑火车，做事没定性，别人狠命的向前冲，自己还慢悠悠的散步，活该被甩的越来越远。
自命不凡个什么劲儿，蠢货。
恨不得戳死自己。

慢慢找

zamo解解最近的发型略囧
骚热，你要相信天将降大任于斯人也。。。我真的不是安慰你

本来想分享一个人形净琉璃的下载来着，然后原上传者说拒绝转载，当然我重新传了百度云，想要链接的可以私给你们，就不公开地址了。
《人形浄瑠璃文楽名演集_-_义経千本桜_-_二段目》

来源不记得了当年收图太多。
德语的动词变位好难

最近在看网易公开课，山东科技大学《石文化与宝玉石鉴赏》

I don't know what I am thinking about .I feel like somebody behind me,saying"Hurry up,hurry up."But there is nobody,and I do not know what to do next.Sometimes I wishI was in a dream,and when I wake up,everything happened on me weren't happen,I can choose to live another life,maybe the life will be even worse.Am I regret？Yes，although I always tell myself there was nothing to regret,life couldn't be better or worse,I should take responsibility for what I've done,and something else。The truth is I do regret.
That's all.

热叔，不要太抑制了。。。REGRET有时不是坏事啊

@sunjaming I know that regret is not a bad thing,but deep in my mind, if I regret for something ,that means the thing I've done is nothing and I wasted my life.That'sreally funny,because I don't even treat my life seriously.I never look forward for my future. Sometimes my parents or friends talk with me about ten years or twenty years later,I want to tell them that I plan to suciside ,but I can't speak out, the idea will drive them crazy.
Maybe I say a little too more.
That' all.