I want to find someone like you who would like to be with me even against the world. However, you play a particular role in my time and you are unique. Nobody else is able to take your place.
We may have a cup of tea in a fancy afternoon, we may still being anomalous together. Laughing at an ordinary book in public places, playing jokes on each other like a child. We abandon all rules and just be what we would like. Is that astonishing?
Life is cruel but I would like to be a spot of light for giving you a little hope. Although it is no actual usage, it may fuel you to keep holding on, I guess.