2013-09-14早上：决定写考研纪事。早上喜爱那个放松一下吧 中午去吧考研大纲打印了。本来说今天去剪头发的貌似惰性又出现了又不太想去了。感觉头发还不是很长的样子。。。。。

好吧、加油！

September 15th nianght 0:34
Decide to write diary in english.maybe it can help me improve my english.I don't
know i write is right or not.but i just do it.In the study lounge,i write a lot.but
now i can't write,a late. i should gou to sleep. Because i will be remenber the
one hundred word in the tomorrow morning.this is a basic aim.
Maybe i can laugh at me,when i saw it in the future. good night myselfI

september 15th night 21:11
the day is sunday,the light would be close when the 23:30.the day spent a little time to the study.but the aim is complete.hu it is first complete.the study is just begining.fight and destory,the enemy is english.i belive i will win.
I

september 17th dusk pm 18:33
i want to be change,i'm do the some thing,but nothing is changed seems like.i need see it!one push is my need.i is weakness,i don't have courage to walking in the endless road.i tell myself "don't think this,you just know you aim is study hard in order to the victory in the postgraduate exam.''all the time.this is a challenge.i'm find it in order to mine future.i don't think i'm a loser all the time in mine student life.i konw i'm very weakness,i just fear the loss,although i have nothing now.may be mine thought is black.because i stay in de dark so long.i don't remenber what is my colour in the first place.today i speak a lot already. now i must be go to recite the word.good bye.I

おやすみなさい～
中秋节おめでとうございます～
だから顽张りましょう！お前はきっとうできいます～

september 21th AM 11:10 morning rain
In the past two days.I'm not doing anything at this time.The first day, I visited my uncle, they invited me to eat lunch, seafood dinner.We talk about recent events in the things around us.In the afternoon about 15:30, I returned to school, my roommate had told me that the school close to the Internet.unbelievable, this day is a holiday!Damn, damn.I will use the RPG destroy this school, nausea, garbage school.The next day, there is still no to the Internet.I collapse.I stay in bed all day.Reading novels and playing PSP.Decadent for a day.I know I can't go on.I must study hard, for my goal.Today is rain, there is still no Internet.In fact, I don't like the rain.I have to go now.goodbyeI

september 22th sunday night 21:46 fog
Today I once again proved that I can't study.I can't concentrate.I know I must study hard.This time is not enough.I lost the book is very long.I have to spend more effort to pick it up again.But in fact, I didn't do it.Although, every day I go to study room.i don't know how to chuange.the time is no enough,i should be go.i only go forward.because only in this way can know what's in front.
good night

september 25th Wednesday PM 22:49 fine
Yesterday, because there was no electricity, I did not send out today reissue written yesterday.Today, I continue to recite words.Then i not do anthing in addition to this, there is no.Sign up to driving school tomorrow to start learning to drive, in a month or so to get a driver's license.Only in this way i ability have time to prepare for cet 4. good luck

september 26th Thursday PM 22:53 rain
Today is thoroughly put learning in the side.Just to go to the driving school.And then didn't do anything, tomorrow began to learn the traffic rules, please try to get rid of a driver's license before in mid-november.This plan will not appear very big change...
Today, I walk in the rain for a long time, hope we won't catch a cold, otherwise, it will be a great trouble.Head hurt a little early to sleep。good night.

september 28th Saturday PM 20:59 cloudy
Today，i don't know why i feel dysphoria.At the sight of the English word, felt an impulse to destroy it, a surge of desire in the heart of destruction.Always there is no way to enter a state of learning English.May be I too have no language talent.i'm a waste ah, nothing that i can do.Sometimes I really look down on myself what all can't again so weak, introverted.A waste.Feel very depressed...
I forget the light, so long walk in the dark.Became the shadow，only survive in the dark...

september 29th sunday PM 23:24 cloudy
Against the grain mine and world.Today I once again felt it in the class dinners.I looked at them and want to talk.Only to find that how also unable to enter the this world.I can only silently watching as an outsider.I don't think I will fit in this occasion, I just want to be alone,It's the only way I can't feel lonely and world of repulsion.
I like lonely,this way i feel the free,i can not care the other people feel.i just don't want to hurt any people.But, I'm always inadvertently hurt them, especially my parents.Let them down again and again, I just want to say don't have so high expectations for me.I'm just a loser, a weak loser.Nothing and nothing.I finally feel pressure, I always thought I was a ruthless person, can't feel pressure, and other emotions.Will only simple to vent my frustration.I am a loser, a fear of failure dare not face the reality of failure.
Don't sympathize with me, don't expect me.I'm not worth it, I know my value.Now I just want to try to not let parents down, I just want to make them happy.I don't want them to worry about me, because I'm not worth it.They should have a son that than I do, than I filial piety.Not I such a waste.Ha ha, my diary or as always full of negative energy.Don't worry i'll be find.
Life goes on, the time flows in, the world is turning,Will not appear any exceptions in that I complaining.I'm just a feather, a lucky goddess forgotten feather.Plain, are ineffective.Observing the world, a record of the world.

october 2ST Tuesday AM 00:29 sun
OK.It's time to get back on track, play long enough.Tomorrow and then to learn English well.
Don't want to say so much, enough, enough negative energy.I should get back on track.Fall time is over.
learning time begining.

暗语！！人干事！！！欺负人看不懂英文。。。。。。。。。。。