I do not write Chinese , because I was afraid you would not understand，This is the first Christmas after the death of you，I miss you very much，I do not know whether heaven like the ground , like a cold Christmas，I do not know what to say to express my thoughts of you，You in heaven lonely?It does not matter , Paul, we are with you, the day after , every day, we will be with you，I miss you, I miss your smile，I miss your blue eyes，I miss you all, I love you、
