求so what歌词

英文实在是拙计得很，等大神

I'm calling,to my mind
I'm standing in front of a steep hill
Then i'm feeling proud of
My daddy's wide and strong back
I'm calling,to my mind
Calm days and my respect for dad,all broken by his violence
Then i realized happiness have to be made by myself
So what?
For me of now
So what?
I'm calling,to my mind
The riverside where i used to play
Then i wonder,touching the fences,this memory will remain until when
I'm calling,to my mind
Time passed,and i was singing in front of the audience
Then i think this is the last stage,but i didn't cry
So what?
For me of now
So what?
这歌应该不是写给小柴的吧，感觉写的更多的还是回忆和感慨

多谢啦，努力领悟中！

来自网友blankspance翻译的上杉自传：
父母离婚之后，就断绝了与父亲的往来。小学五年级以后就再也没见过面。也并不知道现在是否还活着。
　说到与父亲的美好回忆，记得有带我去捉溪蟹的经历。走下陡峭的山谷时，将我背下山去。差不多就这些了。一起游玩，为数不多的回忆。
这首歌纪念的应该是那时候的回忆吧