Do not know from what time to start, I became so sad, always ask myself, why I live so tired, sometimes unable to face myself, repeating the same life every day, do not know what time from the beginning, I was used to a person, often a person stay in the house, madly in love with listening to sad songs tore heart crack lung, whether they have changed, perhaps only a change of time, I've always thought of myself as a strong person, but until was reluctant to believe that anyone could be so affect your mood, camouflage with every bright around the face, when you know no one I never laugh while there are no intention, some side factors took off his disguise, call your sentimental, fixed lines and for the feelings of friends from do not know how to open to persuade himself always as in the past: get used to it, a habit... Yeah! Accustomed to a person face to all a person accustomed to pretend to be strong, in fact, I cherish the people around, I try to forget, put those memory all forgott