我真的是困得不行了被他揭穿了

后来你们在一起了

还有一件很不爽的事就是学中文。
你总说没有人在身旁很难学，总说你愿意去学，总是i will，对，will，将来时，你永远不知道是什么时候。
其实我倒也没指望你能多么认真的买个书彻夜苦读，但至少学个拼音什么的吧？至少我发拼音给你，你能看懂吧？就那么几十个拼音，会很难吗？我不喜欢i will这种敷衍的回答！yes or no, now！这才是我要的答案。
but,u never know...
你知道在你伤心愤怒的时候，你还得查字典去表达你的感受，这种感觉多操蛋吗？！
对，你不知道。√

Get pregnant太调皮了哈哈哈哈 其实你那句话流露了想当妈的冲动吧
btw小新你生气了吧 遇到这种情况要是我的话我也会很火大 催多了我自己嫌烦又怕人家嫌我烦 可是就是不明白为什麼对方可以一副什麼都不著紧的感觉 冷静一下今晚再跟他讲话吧 你都说他是闷骚了 可能他还没feel到你的愤怒 希望你们快点好起来

今天的quarrel 〒_〒
im still in a low mood. u win. u always make me feel so terrible. i just cant understand,why u r so careless with the letter. im pretty sure i wont get it haha. u havent registered and u dont know weather it is sent by air or not. hehe how can i check it how can i know where it is? so i will be just waiting, like a stupid. i cant get any letter before this term,im sure, and u dont need to be bothered to write. u dont CARE. dont tell me u CARE. at least i havent found. im terribly upset. u said u took a pic of the letter, but did u remember how many times i asked u to do that? i dont like begging. that will run out my patience. i said if u do wanna do sth, u will try every mean, not just say sorry, sorry....u said u have taken a pic of the letter but u dont have data to send, but ,do uknow there is Bluetooth? do u know there is mobile hotspot?

i dont want to keep talking about those becuz i dont want to make u upset, i dont want to hurt u. sometimes i want to delete these app and see if i can Live without these, u think im gonna Leave u, but no, i just want to calm down. i dont wanna quarrel with u, i dont wanna make u upset. so always i keep silent and,dont tell u what i think about. but actually sometimes im in such a sucking mood that i dont want any talk. sorry makes no sense! imagine that i let u down again and again, what s ur feeling? sometimes im so tired to be with u.... i have full classes everyday,and many exams, but im still trying to spare time for u, but what i get in return? sometimes i doubt, u have more free time than me, why u never take a second to do sth for me? is it really hard for u to just write a letter? do u take pain to be with me? what do u do when im asleep? i know nothing. sorry i devote much into this relationship and i dont expect u to love me back. cuz im a silly and im willing to.

sorry.
besides, i talk with u about learning Chinese many times, but u just keep saying its hard.... i wanna tell u nothing is easy. i know its hard so thats why u never try. maybe u dont need to learn becuz if we break up, then u will regret wasting so much time learning Chinese. u always say u will do everything for me, but honestly i dont expect u to do anything. u just say u will, yes, u will, but not sure which day, right? i dont think its difficult to learn alphabet but u never try, u never know.i dont like sweet words, that makes me lost. action speaks louder than words. sometimes i just think u r not into this relationship to much. sometimes i feel confused but i never say. u dont need to pay attention to all these. a Chinese saying"if u r serious, then u lose." can best describe my feeling now. i wish i never met u, so i dont need to suffer all these.

他的回复:
Mobile hotspot, and blue tooth babe. I don't exactly live on the city :/ no it's not hard for me to write a letter, it's not hard for me to do anything. You doubt so much that you'll receive a letter just because I didn't register. But look you registered the 2nd letter and it still got lost. That has nothing to do with it because either way it can still become lost. You'll get it just stop doubting that you will. As for telling me what's wrong. Sometimes I know you are feeling upset. That's why I take special care to ask you what's wrong, and are you ok? But sometimes you just say "yeah I'm fine" :D even though I know you aren't :( :( I can't be there to hug you and make you feel better and everyday I feel like crap when I think about it because I can't. I'll always be with you and I'll always love you babe. It's not I don't care. Learning chinese babe. You realize I am doing this. But that stuff doesn't happen overnight, that takes time. I'm going to do it.

If I could make that happen instantly I would. As for the letter.... I worked on that letter for a long time when I wrote. You just kept asking me to write it as I was already writing. I want to make things special for you so I take my time on them. That's why. Not because I'm not doing them at all. I know you don't like waiting but sometimes I have to make you wait to make it unique and special. Otherwise I would just be giving you the same old thing every single time and there would be no variety. I like to keep you surprised, I like to keep you thinking about what I might give you. I want to tell you that I don't realize that I cause you so much pain always, I'm sorry for that. The closest mobile hotspot is a 30 min drive away babe. I don't live in NYC. I live in Lyons. These neighborhoods are rural. Not like Rochester where it's a huge city. I already do everything in my power to be able to make you feel good. Apparently I fail at that.......... I thought I make you happy.

But I guess I don't :( :( :( :( :( just want to say I love you so much and I hope You understand that I really do put every effort I can into our relationship. I work at that everyday. When things don't happen instantly it's because it's either I'm trying to make them unique for you and working hard or it's just harder because whatever it is isn't readily available. But that doesn't mean I want it to upset you or I want it to make you mad. If anything because I know you get mad and upset now I'm just going to work harder on them :( :( I love you so much and I only want the most happiness I can get for you. I promise I would do anything for you. I just wish you could see my love....and I really wish I could make things happen quickly for you sometimes. Like learning chinese. I would love to do it for you :(

现在更新一下寄信的事吧╭(╯ε╰)╮
第一次寄信在Penny的帮助下，很成功的寄出去了，只用了13天，他收到信也炒鸡激动的~拍了好几张照片给我~

可是可是可是我饿的第二封信到现在已经25天了。。杳无音讯。。是和ten ten一天寄的。。她的早就到了，我的还不知道在哪里次奥，明明已经到美国了，这些人也太不负责了吧明天我去邮局问问，如果还是查不到信到哪里了，我就投诉！！！太过分了！！难道是被扣留了？！！可是信里面又没有违禁物品！！！次奥到底是什么原因延误了这么久！！！我还挂号的好不好！！！至少你要给我寄到啊！！！寄不到也要给我退回来啊！！！真是太不负责了！！！！！！！！！

(⊙o⊙)那封信还没到啊... 不过先不要担心 我有一封信貌似也是二十多天到的。 水滴都是去他家mailbox里面瞧有没有信，个人认为往水滴家送信的邮递员叔叔们都是很负责的lol
虽然准备睡觉了但是还是来看了看你的帖子:P
Tenten gotta sleep!

昨儿个刚和Penny抱怨完，都打算去邮局问问，没有动静的话就打算投诉了，然后今天早上垂死挣扎最后一次，又上USPS上查了一下信的动态，结果就更新了！！！在new york了！！次奥！！耽误了这么久终于开始动了！！stupid先生预估他星期一能收到信o>_<o好迫不及待呀~btw，今天我会去寄第三封信哦~~~因为六月我会死在考试里，所以趁现在时间多，一口气写了五封信~让他慢慢看去o>_<o

么么哒祝福啊