Oh forgot to put a picture there but I guess it doesn't really matter...

I am human too. Just normal as everyone I guess. Don't get the point why I don't have the right to complain. Somebodys I literately both love you and hate you. Emotions are really really weird. Hard to control also. I'm trying my best to do it anyways.

Ok move on to the next part. Most things have good affects and bad affects. Most things I'm talking about. But when it is going against your will no matter right or wrong,you'll think that you always has an excuse to do this. But actually? No. Excuses shall be prohibited by myself from maybe this very moment. It takes a price to improve doesn't it ? And the phone is definitely one of them.

Ok I think most people won't even understand a single sentence of this but I know you three are always by my side. @鶴木秋望 @夜見杉靑束 @风飒灵

Be back later.

Saw the photo accidentally and I seriously think I'm gonna have a problem on sleeping tonight. My gosh astrid I'm so sorry. I wish one they in the future we can meet each other again. Guess we never made a promise over that. Never mind we did. I'm sorry for not writing you back for81 days. I really haven't seen the email until today. But I guess the reply has to wait since somebody ...I know you will always be there right? Memories are fading. Don't really want that to happen. I'm pretty sure it will eventually all fade out into nothing. I definitely don't want that happening. Definitely don't. Miss you just as much as I miss Wind (hey I think you should really change your Vivian name. Seriously)
Hope you a nice summer

Welcome back again.

I feel like the time back to last February. the kind of feeling with XYZ on you. I'm really scared, even though I don't wanna admit. the very least ones that I want to lose in this whole world is you. yeah. you'd probably think that I'm crazy or smt. maybe I am. maybe the best for us is to just stay the way we are isn't it? everything changes, a lot. especially during vacations. thats why I sometimes hate those damn summer and winter vacations. maybe I'm the one thats thinking to much isn't it? I really do hope so. that way everything will be the same. I think i'm turning into a Fushimi, it's isn't good. I'll do my best to keep my emotions just the right amout for you. it's better for both of us. good night for you, maybe a bad one for me.

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