leanring english again in shanby 4 days ago, i begin to feel eased end cheerful. in the last few years, i can*t insit on things that i sweared to do for a long time. but i hope, this time, it*s different, for i*m not that little girl who don*t need to consider other things except gowing up. i will graduate next year from university. i will leave home, marry someone, then have my own home. i*m not a little girl anymore, which makes me sad, but strong.