agony here I stood right in front of this tombstone of his wiped it with the handkerchief he left me the day we set apart filled the lonely place with daisy I bought from the florist I felt the agony stabbing my heart the minute ur coffin was lowered to the ground the cold, dusty, filthy place where u should never have considered living if u were still alive yet dead was a matter of fact that no one person could change I should perhaps start accepting that marrying Malfoy was a decisioni I determined to make years ago if love could be spelled out easily if I tried not to betray my heart if I never turn my back on how strong I felt for him maybe u would still be gratified to participate our wedding rather not a pleasant day I should say having my best friend suiciding the day I married the enemy of my life yet the love of my journey too constantly conflicting information passing thru my heart for the sake of merlin pls rest in peace Ron as Draco has vowed to be my partner for life