My life is more like survival You also feel not at the moment But i never give up Otherwise,for some extent your choice is more wise now. I has always been brave facing all difficulties, This is my nature 。 This is also my characteristic . Now I have nothing ,for the fact, I understand your decision , I never complain Cause that is not my style , I am willing to pay my efforts to calm the final success, I don't need to be respect ,but not myself