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I don't even know myself at all,
I thought I would be happy by now.
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The more I try to push it
I realize that I gotta let go of control.
It's just a spark,
But it's enough to keep me going.
And when it's dark out,
no one's around,
It keeps glowing.
Every night I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better,
Then I wake up to the cold reality
And not a thing is changed.
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And the salt in my wounds
isn't burning anymore than it used to.
It's not that I don't feel the pain,
it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore.
And the blood in these veins
isn't pumping any less than it ever has.
And that's the hope I have,
the only thing I know
that's keeping me alive.
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[ PARAMORE ]