in my early years,i have some dreams about being superman,who would save the beauty and marry her.

Try as I can,with anything failed,I losed myself and made me drop into the abyss

Only when i was at home could I do what i like and told what i felt,gradually i couldn't find myself in my body and words.

Crazy and sad,day after day,and I slowly go insane

What is really ridiculous is leting the crazy mind come into being

It was the only thing i felt shamed ,but it was also for it - a model which i had used it to deal with relationship -did harm to me

Thanks to this experience ,it was significative for my life.

I will never forgot it

Em...,it is really hard that using English to tell my mind.

But i want insist writing English to show my mind,and i will be thankful if you use English here that we can practice our poor English.