I feel more comfortable to answer the question you asked today in this way. I'm not good at speaking, even if using Chinese. I like you guys. I like being a group of 4 with you, not only because you accepted me when I couldn't find a group to join. Actually, I want to tell you about my feelings before, but I don't know how can I express myself. I'm not sure how to make friends here and how intimate a friendship will be. In China, my classmates and I had more than 10hrs a day spending time together. That was even more than the time spending with families. We didn't need to go to different classrooms for different courses. Just stay in the same room with the same students and different teachers will come in. So I didn't actually know how to communicate with others. My classmates are my friends and my class is kind of my family. Here, I am more like a stranger to others. Many of you know each other for a long time, while I just came here. My friends in school are also new to here. One went to the school on the same day with me, and another came here only a month ago. I am introverted and sometimes I think too much. I question if it is a good timing to talk to others when they are thinking, doing work, playing or whatever they're doing. I always think that I might disturb others. That's why I'm quiet. May be looked cold. But I like doing something to others. I like helping people. I leave many thoughts in my mind. It's ok for me, since I am used to it. I also want to know how you guys feel about me.
The true feelings about me. That's what I want to say, though it's not everything I keep in mind. I will be very happy if you read my long long long long dull paragraph. I don't think these words will change things so much, but it will be easier for me to speak out my own feelings.
Sometimes I don't understand what you guys talking about. I think it's annoying to ask meanings. I don't know what the popular words or popular things among teenagers in Canada, either. It's like the cultural shock things. Anyway, thank u for your times.