May be my mind is very stupid, thinking slow. Or because my popularity is very poor, almost all of each new job change are unhappy, understanding each work colleagues and the leadership of the all hate me, they do not want to see every day I appeared in front of them, dislike, management of for no reason at all to I fired the. In my thirties, still without a single success, even find a decent job not to. Too sad, still rely on their parents at home, became a bite of the old family. But I can not find a suitable object, I do not marry out, an old girl, and I was ugly and stupid and greedy. Nobody loves me this garbage, scumbag. There are more people than I a loser? What should I do? Completely own too bad, don't blame fate, nor blame others. Also have relatives that would help me to introduce a kind-hearted and honest man, and then let me idle at home as a full-time wife, but whether it is in reality or in the network I honest describes the real situation of I, almost no one is willing