Can't help to be a hater.I am a ironhearted and jealous bitch.I hold grudges. Can't see peolple living a comfort life.I'm just pathetic.

I try every old thing to feel myself again.Digimon is a good one.LOATR and Numb are really shocked me.But Taissa and Gallop make me feel power again.I think I can move on by a proper way.Hope it'll work.

I guess I just taste sugar right now.It‘s really pink.Happiness is easy when it’s not yours.Like right now I‘m high as hell when I see your face.

Mess.

I ,never thought that I was that strong to carry on...

Va, je ne te hais point.

I run,I stop eating .But I just become more and more upset.Guess it's just not suit to me.

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning.That's when I could finally breathe.And by morning gone was any trace of sins.I think I am finally clean.

XH said we need a talk. Though we still don't do that yet, I've already known what's it about.I must confess the things I'm struggling is the memories and the feelings.Not that person.The person can be anyone.And still It's not a good feeling.But I guess I have to drop that right now.I have to move on and don't risk it anymore.

But I have to say just because it's pity don't mean I don't miss it.It's always the correctest thing that I have done to him.

Parce que c'était lui, parce que c'était moi.

I hate burning sun.But right now I am thankful for its warmth.