When I said" I'm over her", what I really meant was:She still makes me laugh when we talk, I still pray for her to love me and be with me again, I still wish for her at 11:11, I cry myself to sleep almost every night while thinking about what we had, what we could've had and what I want us to be in the future, I still think of her 24/7,1'm still in pain, I still want her and I still love her with everything that I have, and everything that I am. When someone tells me she does not deserve me, I still answer" Yes, she does ", and I even sometimes say"I didn't deserve her, and that's why she left",even though I know it's not right. I'm still jealous of the boy she's now in love with, and I still wish it was me. I still have her number on my phone, and I've not deleted the messages she sent me. I still got her picture, and I'm so not over her.