Hide all your secret and something nobody needs know.Because the people around you are no always safe and they dont always need to know everthing about you.
There is always a man or some incredible -goodlooking-mature-perfect-musly-business suit men in my daily dreams.Although they are not that real stuff just like what it should be existed in true life.Spirit makes them and he left all kinds of amazing-fantastic-satisfied-impressive memories which you can still remember all along after you have wake up from you dream.I have already crash on those attractive Men.I wish those dreams what happened to me could be a permanent memories and Make it happens again and again in every lonely nights(That's the love and care I exactly want and only them can fill me up. because no one would do the same things to me just like what they did.)
I totally feel like I was apart from others without connections and expression.It's hard to tell what I felt like.To be honest .I definitely Okay with no talking thing.buuuuuuuut I need someone who makes me warm and happy also can really talk to even I dont want to do.
I want talk to somebody.But I have nothing to tell them or I can't tell.Even I had no idea how to say.so the fact is being a peaceful person whom can express his feelings...
Make yourself getting better and better then you have right to embrace what you wanted all the time.He is my hope even if I could see him only in the dream and can't find you most of the time.But I like it when I try my best to meet you.