chapter 2
I loved you so much that it hurt

Chapter 2
Sooner or later you are going to accept theinevitable.
“Kate,no no Kate, I’m sorry. pls don’t go,no no!!!!”
Shit! It’s that dream again. It’s been 7years since Kate left.
How could you be so cruel to me, Kate. Why younever call me? I miss you so much. I love you so much that it hurt.
七年了，即便过去了七年，我仍然无法忘记她。她像是长在了我的梦里。每晚我都会梦到她离去的那个下午。决绝的不曾回头。真的这么恨我吗？为什么七年间没有一点音讯。
我爱你啊，Kate，不曾有一刻的迟疑。

Chapter 4
Connection
I first met Kate at an Open Mic night in asmall pub called Moonlight.
She was rapping and dancing, the audiencefell in love with her. And of course including me.
I can’t explain how this thing happen but Ijust can’t take my eyes off her. Her whole body was shining on that stage. Everythingseemed vanished except her sexy voice and my pounding heartbeat. I felt an extremelyhot heat at the pit of my stomach about to explode. I guess this is what theycalled love at first sight.
“ that girl, she was born a star!” one ofmy buddy said.
“she’s gorgeous, wow guys, look look, she’ssitting on that table, alone!!! Guys!! I bet she’s single!” John screemed! “Guys, once again, the most incredible game in the world – draw lots. Who getthe green one who go there and ask her out. And I’ll pick that one.”
Tom also quickly picked one after John. “ifwe are mean to be together then the last one should be green” I told myself andpicked up the last one.
“oh my god William, lucky you! Go ahead! Comeon!”
It’s me! I can’t believe!
I took a deep breath and went straighttowards Kate. She was watching other people performing and didn’t notice me. I coughedto get her attention. She finally turned her head. She stared at me like a catseemed quite confused. Neve got the best me and I just felt totally blank anddidn’t know what to say. So I just stood there, stare back. After a while, Katelaughed. Really loud. “hi I’m Kate, nice to meet you.” She reached out herhands. “I’m William. Nnnnnnice to meet you tooooo” I shook back and laugh.
That night we talked a lot from trap musicto country music, from John William to Hans Zimmer.
She was a really nice and easy-going girl. Weexchanged our phone number before we left Moonlight.
We are a perfect match till today I stillhave no doubt about that. But how could we ended up like this? I look outthrough the window, and question myself.
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What‘s you standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years.
I loved you for a thourand years.
I love you, please come back. Kate….

Everything is blue
The first two month after she left, I could barely think.
Most of the time I just sit along the swimming pool and donothing
What’s worse, drowning beneath the water or living withouther…
My little Katty Bear, Where are you now?
I miss you so much
everything is blue
her smile
her voice
her empty mug
TBC.....