When everybody is taking me seriously I shouldn't put myself in the center. When everybody looks down on me, I I should maintain my self-esteem. This is calmness and this is gracefulness.

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When all people treat me like some big thing, nevertheless I cannnot be arrogant. When everyone looks down upon me, I have to see myself as something big. This is so-called the calm.