Most love! haha~
So after watching,I was so excited last night that I couldn't sleep till around 2:00 a.m..I love her,I love Judy,the most bravest bunny I ve ever seen,"I don't know when to quit!",and so do I.
I own my dream,I am naive,in a way.As an art student who major in design,I want to become a psychological post graduate and my dream is being the Médecins Sans Frontière.I keep my own persistence.My dormmates can't understand what I'm doing,they praise me that I'm endeavour.But,it's not my virtue but obligation,I'm taking responsibility to my dream.I don't want to be a loser.
Though,I can feel their eyesight.I don't mean they are bad people who look down upon me,they are nice,and as kind as citizens in Zootopia they are,so are my friends.But,they can't understand me,and so do I.I'm not leading their lives so that I can't exactly know them,and so do they.The only one I can understand is just we can't understand each other,and we still can lead our own lives very well.
I don't know when to quit,I was greatly moved when I heard that came out of Judy's mouth,I appreciate her words and I know I'm gonna shout it out to the world,which I wanna conquer,my world,I don't want to lose it,so I have to catch it,hold it,and make it a better world.
Whereas after watching,I reflect that,is that I'm too subjective?No one can prove that I'm right with my vigor,maybe I'm even naive,powerless,poor guy who don't know when to quit in others' eyes.Will I be clever if I know when to quit?Yes,I think after saying this they will conceive that,well,it should just have been a fairy tale,and now,it still a fairy tale,and the ridiculous one.Because it is the life of others',of Jessica's,of mine.
I'm not showing off my endeavour,I'm fighting for myself,I'm not going to laugh at anyone but myself.Because I'm not worthy of being appreciated.And no praise should be released to a people making his effort to achieve his dream,because it's our obligation of being responsible for our own dreams.
When I saw the scene that Judy was succeed in being an excellent student after her consistent endeavour,I burst into tears because I know her,I know what I should do,and I'm doing,and I'm so proud of what I'm doing for my dream,I don't need others to judge or appraise my work,no matter how it's going on,it's my own assignment which I can never regret I've done during chasing my dream.Why you guys have to slight me or scorn your laziness?We are on different orbits,I'm what I am ,and surely,you are what you are,nothing to regret,we will be brilliant in the future,in different fields.It's no a big deal you don't do what I'm doing,because you can still lead a very happy life after catching the great chance or trying your best in other fields later.Don't compare me with you,cos I'm not worthy to be compared.
And eventually,I'm not smart enough,or I'm not going to show that I'm smart,because it's ridiculous to show a stupid appearance,at least in my opinion.Compromise is dumb.Though I'm just a dumb bunny who still hope I'm always myself.
I'm not brave,not strong,not assertive,not articulate,not excellent.
I'm vigovous,cheerful,hopeful,dreamful,and I always don't know when to quit.
I'm willing to endeavour to achieve my dream,is that I can do it?I don't know,but I won't regret what I'm doing now though silly and naive.And I hope one day I can utter it loudly that,I'm not a dumb Jessica!
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