but……the sun still rise,isn't it？

like……there are two of me inside of my mind:one said“Shouldn't you upset?Shouldn't you mourning?”and one said“You should get up,life has to goes on,it's counting on you!”

I'm trying to through it,but everytime I saw that empty room,I feel lonely,so is my mom.I miss him,badly.

It's raining now…finally…Sunshine firing my heart in these days,it's fucking hot and hurt,maybe the rain can make me calm and extinguish my burning heart.Thanks god,but can you return him to me?

yeah I know,you don't listening,you fucking chose to ignore me,yeah I'm not a Catholic,but I trust…I trust you……please…if you wanna punish me,just punish me…not him…

The sun in the sky is still shinning the world...the fucking life is goes on…I wanna slow down for now…but it can't …it won't let me do this…God if you can hear me…I know you still won't…………I won't curse you,so fuck it,I don't know what I'm gonna say……

I know you're somewhere out there,somewhere far away...——Bruno Mars《Talking to the moon》

Happy Mother's day

It's time to get up

I miss him every,fucking,single,day

day after day