I'm planning on posting about this type of things 3 times this month. hopefully, this can fill the dumb new requirement#2. if y'all need some post management cred, feel free to BS in this post or delete my Cr*p.
I've been working on my splits.my new fav youtuber is KristiKay unfortunately, the song she used in one of video, "Rain check" by eventide, is stuck in my head... sorry, Baidu doesn't allow me to post the url
I totally missed the deadline for my book today...must come up for 7 more pages... ugh. I want to scratch my eyes out. procrastination is a sin... I should tattoo that on my forehead, so every time I look at myself in the mirror, I'd kick my own butt. here I am... doing shit I totally don't need to do in order to avoid things I am actually supposed to be doing.
Brennbaum by Ezra Pound, The sky-like limpid eyes, The circular infant’s face, The stiffness from spats to collar Never relaxing into grace; The heavy memories of Horeb, Sinai and the forty years, Showed only when the daylight fell Level across the face Of Brennbaum “The Impeccable.” 诗人黑别人都很文艺范
A Triad Christina Rossetti Three sang of love together: one with lips Crimson, with cheeks and bosom in a glow, Flushed to the yellow hair and finger tips; And one there sang who soft and smooth as snow Bloomed like a tinted hyacinth at a show; And one was blue with famine after love, Who like a harpstring snapped rang harsh and low The burden of what those were singing of. One shamed herself in love; one temperately Grew gross in soulless love, a sluggish wife; One famished died for love. Thus two of three Took death for love and won him after strife; One droned in sweetness like a fattened bee: All on the threshold, yet all short of life.
今天推荐的歌是 J'ai Cherché by Amir You, you J’ai cherché un sens à mon existence J’y ai laissé mon innocence J’ai fini le cœur sans défense J’ai cherché l’amour et la reconnaissance J’ai payé le prix du silence Je me blesse et je recommence Tu m’as comme donné l’envie d’être moi Donné un sens à mes pourquoi Tu as tué la peur qui dormait là Qui dormait là dans mes bras You You’re the one that’s making me strong I’ll be looking, looking for you Like the melody of my song You You’re the one that’s making me strong I’ll be looking, looking for you Like the melody of my song J’ai cherché un sens, un point de repère Partagé en deux hémisphères Comme une erreur de l’univers J’ai jeté tellement de bouteilles à la mer J’ai bu tant de liqueurs amères Que j’en ai les lèvres de pierre Tu m’as comme donné l’envie d’être moi Donné un sens à mes pourquoi Tu as tué la peur qui dormait là Qui dormait là dans mes bras You You’re the one that’s making me strong I’ll be looking, looking for you Like the melody of my song You You’re the one that’s making me strong I’ll be looking, looking for you Like the melody of my song Au gré de nos blessures Et de nos désinvoltures C’est quand on n’y croit plus du tout Qu’on trouve un paradis perdu en nous Oh, you, you, you, you You You’re the one that’s making me strong I’ll be looking, looking for you Like the melody of my song Like the melody of my song Tu m’as comme donné l’envie d’être moi Donné un sens à mes pourquoi (You) Tu as tué la peur qui dormait là Qui dormait là dans mes bras You You’re the one that’s making me strong I’ll be looking, looking, looking for you Like the melody of my song You
I'm in a funny mood again. this place reminded me again in two days, how much I hate dealing with shitty little people. I need to vent some BS, sorry my friends, you know I love you guys, but you guys sum up to less than one one hundredth of the gen pop... it's a big mistake on my part. 'cuz I picked up my phone and checked the fricken messages before I had my morning coffee... no one else made me do it... but God I hate doing that... why do I ever come back to this place. just trade your God damned stocks and finish your stupid fucking book... there's so many better things to do.