As I am still struggled to complete reading the Temple of Earth and I which was written by Shi Tiesheng and includes chapters describing his childhood, I started spending my sleepless nights memorizing my past ages. I must have changed a lot ,for both the naïve kid who had no ideas of everything ten years ago and the playful child who was addicted to computer games five years ago has gone. They have all grown up into the teenager filling days and nights with calculation of functions and gravity. It greatly aroused my curiosity that what made me changed myself so completely throughout these years? My classmates? My teachers? Or education? Then what I may be like if I had enrolled another school or had lived in another country like Britain and so on? Or had everything been already doomed to be like this much ahead of my birth?
Besides, Shi Tiesheng wrote about a mysterious dream he had during the time when he was seriously ill. In his dream, a group of children are playing in snowy weather while singing a beautiful song about life and friendship. What is miraculous is that when he woke up, he could sing the song completely, but nobody had ever heard of this song. When he sang it to her wife, his wife burst into tears. So who are the children? Where are they from and where did they learn the song? Why did thwy showed up in Shis dream? Are they the pure angles from the heaven? Or maybe there lives a group of angles in everyone's mind and they cheer peoples spirits up every time people feel hopeless? Letting my mind drift away with these thoughts, I soon fall asleep unwittingly.
And thats what my recent life is like. As for the unknown future, all that we can do at present is to cherish what we have and be responsible for our lives.Just as a dialogue in Forest Gump ,"Life is like a box of chocolate .You will never know what you're gonna got."