student here

Sounds like time for a bit of change :)
I'm at the point of learning new stuff every day, yet I still dread going to work for a different reason. Things were fine until recently someone left my team and I got stuffed with two new projects. Not that I don't like the challenge, but it did feel a bit overwhelming and I have absolutely no idea whether I can get everything done given those tight schedules.
And to answer your question, no, I wouldn't say I enjoy my job. I do software engineering for a living, but never had any love for it. It's just a stable source of income for me, and less boring compared to its alternatives. It gives me vision problems and lower back pain, so it'd be a lie to call it perfect. It was just a convenient choice of life after all.

exhausted

If that's the case,my suggestion is that you stay that way to keep your salary rolling in. in the meantime, start picking other interests with care,settle on one definitively,and gobble up reference books.When you are good to go, just go for that work.

Through something like a juvenile make ur feelings free hands down, such as Weeding or Drinking. Put them all aside temporarily. Hah...