*依旧AU
*依旧OOC嫌疑？
*依旧短篇完结

01.
我是一张面具。我敢说是很美丽的一张。或者美丽并不是正确的那个词。不管怎么说我是一张男人的脸。一个男人不应该被描述成美丽。他应该是英俊的，刚强的，或者其他这类的词汇。但是私下里我还是偏爱美丽。或者精致也可以。
噢，还有，别费心了。你看不到我的。这就是一张面具的职责所在。为了不暴露。你记得你看过的那些讽刺漫画吗？是，就是那个样子的。人们每天都戴着面具，为了在旁人面前成为某些人。某些他们想要看到的样子，某些可以满足那些奇怪的，什么人就该有什么样子的准则。当他们回到家一个人的时候，他们又会变成另外一个人，希望那个时候那会是他们自己。
在主人很小的时候我就开始了我的工作。一直以来都很兢兢业业。主人想要冷漠疏离我就做得冷漠疏离；主人想要冰冷孤立我就做得冰冷孤立…无论他想要什么我都会做的。我知道别人怎么怎么说他，他们说马尔福家唯一的继承人傲慢，冰冷，没有良心。这话很伤人。没有一颗跳动的心人是活不了的。我知道他们不是在聊生物，但那些话还是很刻薄，好像他们真的了解他似的。但如果我换个角度想想的话，也就是说我的工作完成地还不错。
我工作做得这样好，以至于有的时候，当主人一个人呆在自己房间的时候，他都会忘记把我摘下来。通常来说主人们是不会戴着面具睡觉的，但是就算他们戴着也并不会有什么坏处。我永远都不会伤害我的主人的。
像是听到了我的话，主人 的右手拢住了我。他的手指修长。指腹和手腕内侧还留有一点火焰威士忌的味道。混杂着一些花香调的短香水。和往常我所熟悉的不一样的香水味。我刚开始有些疑惑，但是马上就想了起来。是那个在晚会上的姑娘。巫师界年度慈善晚会。那个手里拿着香槟，发色在昏暗的灯光下也是同样颜色的姑娘。她——
我的思绪被主人手上传来的力道打断了。他抓住我把我取了下来。随意地把我放在旁边的咖啡桌山。
我看着他，有那么几个瞬间他一动不动地坐着。脸上什么都没有。没有表情，没有肌肉的动作。像是他不知道该怎么做。不能够。

01.
I was a mask. A very beautiful one dare I say. Or maybe beautiful was not the right word. I was a man’s face at least. A man should not be described as beautiful. He would be handsome, tough or some other words like that. But I still preferred beautiful, secretly. Or maybe delicate.
Oh, and don’t bother. You can not see me. That is what a mask is for. To not expose. Did you remember those ironic comics you read? Yeah, it was like that. People wore some masks everyday, to be someone in front of others. Someone the others hoped or wished to see, someone who can satisfy the weird standards of appearances for people in different status. When they went home and be left alone, they became another, and hopefully those could finally be themselves.
My duty started when master was only a small child. I had done a great job since then. Master wanted to be aloof so I became aloof; master wanted to be icy so I became icy… I would do whatever he wanted. I knew what people outside say about him. They said that the only heir of Malfoy family was arrogant, cold and heartless. That was cruel. A man could no longer live without a bumping heart. I knew they were not talking biologically but it was still mean, as if they actually knew about him. But if I thought these words from a different side, they meant that I did my job well.
I did such a great job that sometimes, even when master was alone and in his own room, he forgot to take me off. Usually masters did not wear masks to sleep, but there was also no harm if they do. I would never hurt my master.
As if he heard me, master put his right hand over me. His fingers long and slender. There was still some lingered smell of fire whisky on his finger tips and the inner side of his palm. Alone with some eau de cologne with flower scent. It was different from the scent which I was used to. I was a little confused at first but then it hit me. It was the girl at the gala. The Annual Charity Gala of Wizard World. The girl with a champagne in her hand. Her hair also the color of champagne under the dim light in the hall. And her——
I was interrupted by the force of master’s hand. He grabbed me and took me off. Carelessly puts me on the coffee table beside him.
I looked at him, for some moments he sat motionless. There was nothing on his face. Not a single emotion or movement of a muscle. As if he did not know how to do. Not able to.

这篇一共只有三段啦~所以很快就可以完结来着
R&R~

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LZ你是不是会发到饭fiction上去？？

帮up，楼主加油！

02.
我本以为我是很善于观察的，但事实证明我错了。
在晚会上出现的那个姑娘也在霍格沃兹上学。我还以为她去的是布斯巴顿呢。因为之前我从未在校园里见过她。或许只是我没有注意。
毫无疑问她是斯莱特林的。
忽然之间她就无处不在了。坐在地下室的沙发上等着她的姐姐们一起吃早餐，或者一手拿着书另一只肩膀上背着书包走在去上课的路上。我甚至看见她在霍格莫德喝着黄油啤酒明媚地笑。我不由自主地注意到她的身边没有男孩子。她是和她的女伴们一起来的。
啊，不。晚会之后我们还没有说过话呢。主人和这位姑娘在不同的年级。他们有不一样难度的不同课程。他们会在校园里看见对方只不过是一个巧合。霍格沃兹从各种意义上来说都是一个很大的学校。就算是在同一个学院想要找一个人也得花些功夫。可是话说回来，既然我几乎每天都可以见到她，或许学校也没有那么大。
就像我说的，他们从没有和对方说过话。但是那并不意味着他们没有看到彼此。他们肯定看到了的。两个人都是。
倒不是说我能够看得见。我唯一不能覆盖的地方就是眼睛。所以如果有人看进主人的额眼睛里的话他们可能会看到一些和他的面部表情不相符的东西。不过似乎也没有人操过这个心。而且，相比于看见他更喜欢观察。看见意味着参与其中，那会带来很多的联系，甚至是亲密感。所有的这些都是没有必要的累赘。
但是那些时候我知道他是看见了，因为每一次主人的面部表情都会变得那么的紧张以至于我不得不用额外的力气来让他们冷静下来，好让他们保持住尽可能的面无表情。就像主人在公共场合从来希望的那样。
至于那个姑娘嘛，她总是转身转得太快。有一次她差点把那个顺着她的目光看的朋友都给撞倒了。她红着脸说着借口和抱歉的话。在灿烂的阳光下她留给了我左半边的侧脸。她在笑。而不知怎么的我感觉到我的嘴角弯成了半个得意的笑容。

03.
我就知道圣诞前夜的时候会见到她的。
这么说有点奇怪，我的意思是我知道她会来圣诞前夜的化妆晚会。所有纯血种的姑娘都来，没道理一个布莱克家的姑娘会缺席。
啊。是的，我知道她的名字了，她的姓氏。说真的，也并没有那么难。主人花了点时间翻了下录取学生的花名册，找一个字母B开头的姓氏，比预期的还要快。
他们一整个晚上都在跳舞。
我知道事情有些不对劲。
你不该一直都和同一个人跳舞的，特别是在一场化装舞会上。虽然有些人会那么做，那是在他们认出了熟悉的人，并且愿意和他们跳舞的情况下。那样的话就不用冒风险了。同样的，也就没有了乐趣。以上所有，都不是主人在任何情况下会做到的事情。在任何正常情况下。
随着时间的流逝我开始有些担心了。转眼间就到了最后一支舞。
-我忽然意识到我还没有许愿呢。
她的声音甜美而温柔。主人低下头去看，我被吓到了。
多年以来养成的敏锐直觉告诉我——
-是么？你想许什么愿？
他的音色里混杂着疑惑和笑意。
糟了。
他没有看到她看他的眼神吗？那双好奇而探究的眼睛，像是她透过我一眼就看到了最深刻的部分而且——如果他正是因为知道所以才回答呢？
他知道有什么事情就要发生了，而他想知道那是什么。精确地知道。
有一件事每张面具都要记得的是，他们只能被主人取下，其他所有人一概不可以。可是话说回来，就像所有的事情皆有例外，唯一的例外是如果有人直视眼睛的话，在那样的情况下面具是有可能被拿下的。或者，用一种更加浪漫的说法，那就是在这个人的面前消失，而展现出本来的样子。
她并没有回答。是钟声响了。
房间里的所有人都在喧哗，
-摘下面具！
-摘下面具！
我退缩了一下。有一个瞬间对他们的话语感到疑惑。
是在主人褪下她银色的面具的时候我才意识到我身在一场化妆晚会上，而他们说的面具是指“那”一个。
我送了口气，听到一个女声说，
-你从没有告诉过我你的名字。
另一个男声回答，
-我告诉过你的。以防你不记得了，我的名字是卢修斯。
-然后呢？
-然后什么？
对话还在继续，我有些分心了。
-自我介绍的时候只有说全名才符合礼数吧？
喔喔喔，等一下。这也有点太快了吧，完全不按套路出牌啊。她想说什么？
-我以为到现在你该知道了。
主人得意地笑着，回答道。
她当然应该知道了。所有人都知道。巫师界在没有第二个叫卢修斯的人了，更不用说金色的头发灰色的眼睛。她怎么能不知道？
-无关紧要的。
她也笑了。不知为何但是我知道她其实是知道他的名字的。看到她狡邪的眼神了吗？就说了我知道的！
-好了好了，我的名字是卢修斯 马尔福。你呢？
-纳西莎 布莱克。
-满意了？
如同每一场自我介绍，我们从这里开始我们也在这里结束。我已经花了几乎所有的力气来维持主人通常的表情了。或许是音乐和氛围的关系，主人脸上所有的肌肉都兴奋了起来，像是他们突然决定要在今天叛逆起舞。梅林知道一切崩盘之前我还能坚持多久。现在主人绝对欠我的了。
-卢修斯 马尔福又是谁》
阿偶。
什么？
噢。
见鬼。
我想要尖叫，大喊，挥起我的手。你好，看这里！我在这里，你看得见我吗？你瞎了眼的小——
-你什么意思？
他的音色疑惑，忐忑，甚至有些颤抖。
我告诉你了来这里就是一个错误…什么？要戴面具？人们就是会混淆的！他们根本什么都不懂！
-我在想这张面具后的人是谁。
我不由自主地屏住了呼吸。她知道？
-你已经摘下我的面具了。
-是也不是。我摘下了你为舞会准备的面具但是那张你为其他所有人准备的呢？
我感觉到主人想要打断她，但是她不管不顾地说了下去
-在哪嘲讽的笑容背后是不是一个温暖的微笑？当你面无表情的向前看时内心是否也曾关切？你眼里究竟是烛火的影子还是内心燃气的火焰？
-你越界了。
-你没有生气。
-我很生气。
-做给我看。
他笑了。他的嘴唇弯起来，眼里闪着光，内心是温热的。
-你简直不可置信。
-只为你。
你知道吗，我现在忽然觉得很开心。我刚得到了准许可以有些假期。而且鉴于我观察到的他们享受彼此陪伴的程度来看，我敢说假期长而多。
-fin

02.
I thought I was pretty good at observation but it turned out that I was wrong.
The girl at that Gala also went to Hogwarts. I thought she was at Beauxbatons, cause I had never seen her before in campus. Maybe I just didn’t notice.
Of course she was in Slytherin.
All of a sudden I saw her everywhere. Sitting on a couch in the dungeon waiting for her sisters for breakfast or on her way to classes with books in one hand and backpack on the other shoulder. I even saw her at Hogsmeade drinking butter beer and smiling brightly. I could not help but notice that there was no male with her. She came with her girlfriends.
Ah, no. We had never spoken to each other since that day. Master and the girl were in different years. They went to different classes of different levels. It was just coincidence that they saw each other on campus. Hogwarts was a large school in all senses. It took effort to find someone even if you were in the same college. But then , since I could see her almost everyday, maybe it was not that large at last.
Like I said, they never spoke to each other. But that did not mean they did not see each other. They definitely did. Both of them.
It was not that I could see. The only part that I did not cover was the eyes. So if someone looked into master’s eyes they might see something different from what his facial appearance showed. Though nobody seemed to bother. Also, he preferred to observe than to see. To see meant to be involved, which brought too much connections and maybe even intimacy. All these were juts unnecessary burdens.
But these times I knew he saw, because every time master’s facial muscle would become so tense that I had to use extra force to calm them down and remain as emotionless as possible. As how master always want when he was in public.
As for the girl, she always turned too quickly. There was one time she nearly knocked down her friend who was following her eyesight. She blushed and said some excuses. She gave me the left side of her face, under the bright sunshine. She was smiling. And somehow I felt the corner of my lip curled up into a half smirk.

嗒嗒~
就是这个样子的啦~这篇就这样被我继续潦草地完结了
话说刚开始写这篇的时候想的其实是琅琊榜里霓凰和梅长苏相认的那一场戏里的台词，就是在第三段里的那段对话。我的脑海里反反复复都是郡主问少帅的那一句，可是又没有人问过，梅长苏又是谁？（啊我无边无际的小剧场啊~~~
所以说这一篇里想说的就是我看到真正的你...之类...这样...有些矫情的话题...？
PS 第三段里的找下面具出自爱伦坡的短篇小说《红死魔的假面》当然剧情完全不一样我也不确定爱伦坡是不是这么写的...（话说我也是对这句话印象尤其深刻，也可能其他的假面舞会大家都这么说...才疏学浅大家不要见怪...
也是第一次尝试这样的风格大家有任何的评价都炒鸡欢迎啊~

好棒好棒好棒；w；！！！

为什么说到相认，我满脑子都是“这里明明有一颗痣……”233333333真是戏精