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一个90后的心灵成长散文诗——纪念录

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                                    纪念录 
                    ————————献给我已经死去的和正在死去的时光和记忆和心痛 
  我已经忘了是什么时候开始学会回念,开始遗忘,开始和疼痛恋爱。只是唔我依旧这样,不停地沉迷在这些个生活的空洞,然后再醒来,走下这些文字,就像每一天早上醒来,晚上入睡一样。但总有一天我将不再疼痛因为我也许会在疼痛中淡淡隐去,消失。 
  我不知道这些平淡的文字会掠过谁的眼睛,也不知道它是否也会与我一起死去,不过也不枉我和它一起来过这个世界,这个乌烟瘴气的天堂...... 
                         
                                       一.不想说的晨光 
                                   晨光,早晨的黎明 
                                   不说话,是在等待着 
                                   如何思考站立,还是不住的快乐 
                                   好吧,就请不要在我的头颅中 
                                   啼血.抱怨隐隐不退. 
                                   就让我再次遗忘,像以往一样 
                                   像天空不记得鸟儿的划痕一样 
                                   还是?你将再次发作, 



1楼2009-05-03 22:52回复
                                       不要忘了,我还记得 
                                       记得你的味道,你的声音 
                                       就算你将再次用严厉的目光——阳光 
                                       刺伤我,我还是会用那些温暖 
                                       让你的音色温和,眼神有爱。 
                                       你还是不说话吗?比如幸福 
                                       罢了,我还会记得,天空 
                                       还是忘不了月亮,以及星辰 
                                       除了站在树下的月饼 
                                       我不知道还有谁认识你 
                                       同样出了和我一样鲜血的手足 
                                       和仅有的几支花么 
                                       在某个遥远的山上,我会记得他们 
    


    2楼2009-05-03 22:52
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                                         在某个遥远的天空,我会记得他们   
                                         这些个或那堆的疼痛 
                                         在不同方位拿着刺微笑 
                                         我也  同样假装微笑 
                                         就像时间看着命运苦笑一样 
                                         所以,我踩着这些走着   
                                         走着,走着...走着...... 
                                         二    走着 
                                        我把命运抛在空中 
                                        用不同角度看它下落 
                                        企图看清什么 
                                        似乎永远只能抓住梦中的 
                                        微薄气息,好证明自己活着 
      


      3楼2009-05-03 22:52
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                                          踉踉跄跄,蹒跚学步 
                                          爬过山山冈冈 
                                          站在小丘上大喊: 
                                          我看不清。 
                                          我看不清、我看不清、我看不清 
                                          回响着讽刺: 
                                          我看不清、我看不清 
                                          我看不清、我看不清、我看不清     
                                          回想者讽刺。 
                                          有的只是看不清的讽刺 
                                          命运仍旧站在那儿,那么华丽 
                                          那么骄傲地,有我的语言回答我 
                                          我看不清、我看不清、我看不清 
        


        4楼2009-05-03 22:52
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                                            终于,明了 
                                            梦的初衷不是梦,是现实 
                                            所以,一切又变得风轻云淡 
                                            天空依旧阴暗且清晰 
                                            似是永无休止的清晨。 
                                            前方还残留着夜的完美 
                                            终于,明了 
                                            夜的灰烬是黎明,不是光明 
                                            世界依旧沉眠 
                                            只是多了一份悸动而已 
                                            蓦然想起了比夜深的辽阔 
                                            比血殷切的红 
                                            和肆无忌惮的喷流 
                                            就像在死亡中的成长 
                                            比夕阳更疼痛,比陨落更残缺 
                                            我悔过,每一次的伤 
                                            每一次的破碎 
                                            每一次的凌乱 
                                            每一次的梦中幻境...... 
          


          5楼2009-05-03 22:52
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            7楼2011-07-10 20:35
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