Wanna drink when the day is coming to an end, these three or four days, the strange feeling came back to me again. It has been almost four years since I last experienced that, it’s ok.
The summer vacation is coming, that maybe an opportunity for me to try something, there is not enough time to hesitate.
Time for me to get better or stronger, and it’s time for me to show them who I am.
I don’t know how long it will last, really really in the mood for a drink, and get drunk, but the bitches are all not around me, I don’t wanna to do such things with the new guys to some extent, it seems as if I am not the kind of person as they are.
Not feeling very well, not totally myself these days.
I am maybe speechless now.
Hope I can sleep well tonight and be me again ASAP, or a new one I always wanted.