yeah... i am very disappointed,but that does not mean i don't want to be your friend anymore.
i want you to spend a happy life,from the bottom of my heart,always.that's all i want,as,a friend.if you really think this is what you want,this is the path that you should follow,then~all i can do,is happy for you^^
in this world,some things change all the times,but some things never change at all.1 thing that i know that never changes is,"victory won't come to you,unless you go to it"
it seems like that maybe your parents have "arranged" your future,but,that does not Change things.all the things you want,have to be traded by your efforts.
i know you have spent a hard time(on the mental)before this exam.but...do you know there's a saying?which says "we are not in charge of the universe,but we are in charge of ourselves"
if you just let some jerks ruin your life,ruin your own future,then you must be the stupidest person ever!and promise me you won't become something like that,ok?
no matter stay here,or go abroad,actually,they are the same.you don't pay,you get nothing.i hope you'd figure that out soon,by heart.and never cheat yourself.
i know in the deepest of your heart,you want to change,you're not "pleased" the way you are.but Change needs time,this just like "get over xxx"when you break up with some stupid guy,you can't push it.you need time to fix it.
you know..all the successful people,they have the same qualities——hard-working & never give up.it's only been 30 days since you decided to change,and as far as i know,you did pretty good before that.so,don't give up so soon~okay?you still got the chance,don't waste it.
just want you to know that,i'll be with you whenever you want to go your own way,i'll do my best to help you,anytime
and~no matter what happends,we are friends forever~,
deal?^^