2023年3月27日，我期盼已久于都的《受理告知书》终于到了，昨晚又失眠了，不为别的，就是心里有点小激动，想想自己四年半是如何过来的，换你来又会如何处理。虽然说于都这事情已发生了，但这已成我心里永远的痛。四年半的青春就这样没了，家人特别是儿女四年半就这样离开，这些是用什么都无法弥补的。
On March 27th, 2023, my long-awaited Notice of Acceptance finally arrived, and I lost sleep again last night. If nothing else, I just felt a little excited, thinking about how I came over for four and a half years and how I would handle it if you came. Although it has happened in Yudu, it has become a permanent pain in my heart. Four and a half years of youth are gone like this, and family members, especially children, leave like this for four and a half years. Nothing can make up for this.
因为生活值得，所以频繁记录。只要春天还在，我就不会患哀。不想输所以一定要用尽全力奔跑，在想要成为自己仰望之人的路上，偶尔也会感受到自身渺小，偶尔也会觉得压力大到喘不过气，庆幸的是偶尔也会试着跟自己和解当感到焦虑时为自己调解情绪。
On March 27th, 2023, my long-awaited Notice of Acceptance finally arrived, and I lost sleep again last night. If nothing else, I just felt a little excited, thinking about how I came over for four and a half years and how I would handle it if you came. Although it has happened in Yudu, it has become a permanent pain in my heart. Four and a half years of youth are gone like this, and family members, especially children, leave like this for four and a half years. Nothing can make up for this.
因为生活值得，所以频繁记录。只要春天还在，我就不会患哀。不想输所以一定要用尽全力奔跑，在想要成为自己仰望之人的路上，偶尔也会感受到自身渺小，偶尔也会觉得压力大到喘不过气，庆幸的是偶尔也会试着跟自己和解当感到焦虑时为自己调解情绪。
