我所想说的
                             我所经过的
                                   我所珍惜的
                                           我所怀念的
                                        我都会再回来
                盛夏之末
                        结束.也是开始.
                     开始时遇到的你,结束在这个夏末
                                                      已经
                                                快到决战之时
                                                           10个月了
                                                         我必须离开
                                                                而我经过的,将没有多少人瞭解


                                                    我所留下的,也不知会不会被忘却
                             →夏末 Cielysia
                                             9个月
                                                 第一次见到你的时候已经是9个月以前了
                                        Alone
                                            那张画我永远也不会忘记
                                                    是它将我拖出深水,从此以Elysion的身份认识了狠多人
                                          是它使我熟悉PS,是它使我成為Sophia的后攻(喂),是它使我认识了嵐姐的土豆仔,是它使我拥有了珍稀的炫彩冥神,是它使我收到了若儿的髮卡(若若:那是书籤啊姐姐|||),and so on
                                                             是它使我看淡狠多放下狠多
                                                         那是我改变的转折


                                                                 即使在有些人看来并不好
                                                            但我一直相信着 一切的经歷都会成為财富
                                                   你一直是个影子而从不显性
                                                              所以我认识你的时候,已经7个月过去了
                                                        你所留下的只是一副Alone
                                                                     但是却成為我重要的珍宝
                                                            那麼我所留下的,是不是也会被某些甚至被我所忽略的人记得呢?
                                            
                                               这九个月狠混沌也狠充实


                                                            这是一切的起源
                                                         我只能感激
                                     →Elysion
                                                            狠像女生的名字吧
                                                        所以被叫做\"E妹子\"或者\"E姐姐\"也早就习惯了
                                                    拼法版本狠多,我只尊重极乐净土篇中所给出的\"Elysion\",意為极乐净土,神乐园
                                                                  也有Elysian的拼法,但是因為冥王神话的特殊原因,我尊重圣
                                                           於是,这个当初怎麼也没想到会是女名的ID诞生了
                                                                狠多事啊


                                                 EG
                                                             \"自爆\"
                                                        时刊
                                                                    一如我最初希望的
                                                    那裡是一片乐园,我们曾存在过
                                                            如果没有身不由己的原因,我从没想过自己什麼时候会离开
                                                狠久没有写东西了
                                                         狠大一部份也正是因為,有了你们,我还需要写什么来发洩心情么?
                                          →Emo


                                                               有没有一个月呢
                                                          从我为了Evan回归开始
                                                              而黑骑是狠久狠久以前,在冒险叁转刚出的的梦想
                                                        122的Evan,129的暗骑士
                                                                  如果只有这些,必然没什麼值得我来為此纪念
                                                              直到10天以前
                                                            成为了BOSS家族的一员后
                                                                我发现等级并不是那麼重要


                                                                        我们一起踩过骗子,一起打过BOSS,一起斗过嘴
                                                                    所谓一切只为开心,我也见到了瑶瑶.
                                                                       阿凯曾经对我说过他的怀疑
                                                                  然而你们既然瞭解我,就该知道为什么
                                                                           以及我选择看似\"前途无亮\"的黑骑士
                                                                     都是为了过去的梦想
                                                                  因此,这也是.如果你们还记得.你们应该还记得


                                                             说到底,游戏而已,开心就好
                                                                       我不愿考虑回来时的样子.或许那时物是人非,我无法预测
                                                                   然而,该纪念的,该记得的,该珍惜的,就要珍惜
                                                                            我时日已经不多
                                       →黑骑士
                                                                  骑士的信仰,是正义,是高贵
                                                            而黑色骑士不愿为了外表而拋弃自己的意志
                                                                      他是召唤恶灵的邪恶,他是以邪恶来压制邪恶的正义


                                                                他的力量使他孤独.他的身边永远只有黑色的灵魂伴随,孤高傲世,却不孤独
                                                        他立誓保护一切恳请他保护的人,他立誓成為唯一的黑暗,為此他要剷除黑暗,他要力量
                                                                    他会在将死之际爆发出内心中深藏的灵魂,哪怕那是恶龙,也是他不愿放弃的象徵
                                                               
                                                                以邪恶压制邪恶,以本性睥睨偽善
                                                                            就像多年以前的不羈的梦想
                               →花开不败
                                                         时日已然不多


                                                    还有,1天的时间
                                                      然后,是10个月的奋斗
                                                  一直以為10个月后如果成功,就拥有了一切
                                                            也许是这样,也许得到之后又不会珍惜,也许根本就得不到
                                                        我不应该期望太多
                                                               只要去做就好
                                                             曾说过再也不要像9年级那样的昏天黑地
                                                       再看看不过是小孩子偷懒的梦想
                                                           我无法做到看淡一切


                                                                 有些东西必须追求
                                                                              那是那个凌晨的夜空下,两个人看星星,看出的宿命
                                                         哪怕再纠结于你,我终究无法忘记我自己
                                                                        看来,就如这个夏天只能独自呆在家裡,就如这个生日只能自己默默度过,孤寂是必然的,热闹是暂时的
                                                                 如果可以,我寧愿在结束之后,再来纠结未曾开始的纠结
                                                              我可以的
                                                          我可以预感到命运\的祈愿
                                                                  这是必须的


                                                                仅此一事,我不能输
                                   →Destiny
                                                            苍蓝的命运\,请你听取我的祈祷\
                                                        愿命运\指引,让我在开始之前不会退怯,愿命运\指引,让我在结束之后不会忘却
                                                                  愿命运\指引,让我在奋斗之中不会逃避,愿命运\指引,让我在奋斗之外不会迷失
                                                                愿命运\指引,让我不再纠结那些不该纠结,愿命运\指引,让我最终能够拥有我想却不敢纠结的东西
                                                           苍蓝的命运\,愿你能成為我的天空,让我得以俯瞰大地,抑或成為海洋,让我能够保有寂静
                                                                       愿你的指引,将我带向传奇


                                     →再会
                                                           我能希望,结束以后会有什么开始么?
                                                                   土豆仔,我会看到你,以及你的嵐姐姐.你还是狠喜欢抓人
                                                     也许4哥一年以后告老还乡了.冥吧吧主我就收下了> <(你去自粽)
                                                                也许双姐和鸟哥一年以后结婚了(喂)
                                                                          也许Sophia一年以后嫁给了老Tom(滚)
                                                          也许小黑暗一年以后会接受我(靠)
                                                                         也许一年以后又是黑骑士的天下


                                                                       也许一年以后瑶瑶还在
                                                                              也许一年以后楠楠成了Sven
                                                                      也许一年以后.........
                                                                  会发生什么呢?
                                                                                 未来,是奇妙的东西
                                                                               不容推测,不容预料,发生什么都是可能
                                                                    
                                                                再会,将会是什麼样的情景呢?
                                                                          请允许我在最后的轻鬆时光憧憬着一切
                                                                     我想在回来的时候,能继续我们现在未曾结束的故事