I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't，
Count the memories but they haunt my head，
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but，
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine，
I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't，
Count the memories but they haunt my head，
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but，
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine，
You taught me I had purpose and used that to my advantage，
And gave me life advice when I was dead, took it for granted，
The only fuxxing person who saw potential not damage，
Loved someone and watched them die that's just how god planned it，
Remember the day they told me that you were dead，
I know your students were rude And they pushed you over the edge，
I just hoped the pain ain't last homie not for a sec，
I wonder if you popped pills or had a rope at your neck，
You're the man who broke his back for, drop and respect，
Always told keep on living, never thought you'd be dead，
Told myself I had no time to see you stuck in my head，
Crazy how we clipped in place when I found out about your death，
Now your bloods all on my hands, and I don't know what to do，
I should've seen all of the signs, I was going through it all too，
But you smiled at my face and told me keep on pushing through，
Now I realized that I should've said the same thing to you，
I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't，
Count the memories but they haunt my head，
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but，
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine，
I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't，
Count the memories but they haunt my head，
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but，
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine，
3am remember my phone was getting a call，
Press decline a couple times cause I ain't want to talk，
Fourth time that I got it I stormed right into the hall，
And that's when they told me they found your body on the wall，
I swear to god that in that moment everything stopped，
I never rea