没想到金凯瑞演文艺片，也可以如此动情。
如果我有erase的机会，我会erase掉包括someone的那段回忆吗？
事实是，我不会选择去除任何一段回忆。
不敢面对未来的人，是懦夫。那不敢面对过去的呢？
是比懦夫还要懦弱一万倍的人。
call me extreme,but i can deal with my past anyway.
i think the best way to forget about something,someone
is to tear your old scar up,let it bleed,bleed and bleed
till you can feel nothing at all.
which we call "n.u.m.b."
i know i'm not couragous enough,so most of the time i kinda confront me with those things i don't wanna face.
maybe it's a lil too intense,but it works on me,very well.
i heard that actually ppl don't remember the person him/herself but the way he/she makes them feel.
so if somebody only reminds you of endless scars and pains
will you still mourn the loss of him/her?
for me the question is absolutely NO.

enough about the damn someone which I don't give a shit about.
the movie also impressed me when the actor went through his memories with the girl he had wanted to erase from his brain and tried to find a place to hide her---he went back to his childhood.
he was hiding under the table in his old house.
he was being bullied by the stronger kids.
he was riding his tiny little bike.
"look,this is the place where I lived.."
before long the house just came off and collapsed.
those scenes and lines just bring a lot back to me.
but i don't remember that much.
i wish i also had a chance to go back to front and feel the time again.
so somewhat,i envy him.


i don't know what the hell i'm talking about.
but what i say here doesn't have to make any sense.
everything is changing fast.
Louise left ATW 2day.
i guess he'd never be on it again.
all these memories,
are just fading,
fading away....