为彰显此楼灌水狗血RP的本质,贴一个Forbidden Love
这首歌有n个版本,我也不是很了解。最初是坂本龙一(话说此人给末代皇帝做的电影配乐我也狂喜欢)给电影Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence(话说这也算个同志电影)写的配乐,其同名钢琴曲版本流传很广,我最初听的也是这个,在完全不知道电影背景的情况下,是当作一个优美而感伤的小品来听的,虽然喜欢,但也不算印象非常深刻。
然后某天深夜,非常偶然地听到了Sylvian&Sakamoto的演唱版(其混音伴奏也有n个版……),从前奏开始,我的眼泪唰地就下来了,止都止不住。并不是引起了什么个人的感触或者记忆,但就是不明所以地被打动。啊,这里头这男人的声音真是太太太销魂了……
The wounds on your hands never seem to heal
I thought all I needed was to believe
Here am I, a lifetime away from you
The blood of christ, or the beat of my heart
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes
Senseless years thunder by
Millions are willing to give their lives for you
Does nothing live on?
Learning to cope with feelings aroused in me
My hands in the soil, buried inside of myself
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes in you once again
I'll go walking in circles
While doubting the very ground beneath me
Trying to show unquestioning faith in everything
Here am I, a lifetime away from you
The blood of christ, or a change of heart
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes in you once again