最近经常会发呆。今天在店里不忙的时候盯着正前方一直愣神。
可能是没有睡足觉的原因总觉得眼睛一阵阵的疼。
我在好好计划我的下一步，已经不可以再错了不是么。
被机会眷顾的人是多幸运我体会的到，被机会玩弄的人是多无奈我也知道。
所以我要小心翼翼考虑仔细。
如果再错，那么现在我凭自己努力所得到的一切都将是0。

好好玩吧。
只要你开心就行。
你想做的事情，大或小，我都无条件支持。

人都是有贪念的动物。男人女人都是一样的。
心里根深蒂固的念头是最好的永远在前面。
于是一路带着觅食的眼睛寻找，偶尔驻足但有新的目标又会改变心意。
心辕马意的情节电视剧和现实生活里时时都在上演。
我累了。 看的累了也找的累了。
如果前行是不可以停下的动作，只要有你陪我。多远我都可以走。
最好的在前面，前面是没有止境也没有终点的路。
这样目标的前进对我来说是奢侈的。
可是我又不愿看你错过对你来说最好的选择。
所以如果，我是说如果，如果有那么一个更适合的。
我能亲眼看见你走向她，这样也好。
哈，我好像说了丧气话。 别在心里偷偷骂我傻。


晚安阿 cjy
                                              jw

昨天去医院拆了线，胸口上有条像蛇一样的痕迹。
插线比手术更痛苦，全程没有麻药。
任人宰割的感觉真不好受。 所以我下定决心以后要做个好人。


最近真的常常做梦。
认识的人不认识的人都会出现在梦里。
挣扎着醒过来，再睡过去还是会接着做。
我梦见过你。
只是我没有告诉 你。
我怕你会骂我傻，然后破我冷水告诉我未来很长，现实多难。
这些我都懂。可是我都不想听。
我自己多坚定我知道。我从来都要求承诺什么的。
承诺是个空头支票。跟我一起我要你快乐。不要你累。

过你痴迷 为过你执着
为过你疯狂 为过你专一
为过你坚守 为过你付出  
为过你爱为过你哭    为过你伤心难过
为过你彻夜泪流 为过你义无反顾
为过你此心不二 为过你刻骨铭心
其实这样够了 对吗

那是我偷别人的话。- -

Sometimes I find myself
sittin＇ back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch
other people kissin＇
And I remember
when you started callin＇ me your miss＇s
All the play fightin＇,
all the flirtatious disses
I＇d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you
but I knew that I could
We＇d spend the whole weekend
lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy
in your boxers and your t-shirt
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can＇t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinkin＇ tea in bed Watching DVD＇s
When I discovered
all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping
and all we＇d buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time
that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous,
so you held my hand
when I was feeling down,
you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can＇t shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
我最近放在手机里的歌。lily allen

手机党更辛苦。- -

你是个好人 也是个坏人。

我们都是大恶人。

我想小蔚了。
我想和她说说话。

突然间无助感充斥的全身都是。