In the opening scene of Miss Americana, the 2020 Netflix documentary about her life, Taylor Swift flips through her pink childhood diary and recalls her early credo: “The main thing that I always tried to be was a good girl.” Since then, she’s translated this value system into a career of wholesome hitmaking; even when she made herself over as a campy villain on reputation, the point was mostly to underscore how awkwardly the costume fit. But after so many years of defending the moral high ground—from ex-boyfriends, rappers, label executives—Swift started to admit her own fallibility. “I’ll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror,” she sings on “Anti-Hero,” from Midnights, her tenth studio album. “It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.”